Emily, the reality is that you know you need help. We can offer our support and be cheerleaders. The gumption to look your mom in the eye and tell her some things are going on that are scary and disturbing must come from you. Ask to see a psychiatrist for an evaluation and any appropriate treatment.

Most parents would want to know and help you -- at least I want to believe that is the case. You are a valuable and important person, Emily. Please do what you can to get help.

(((((( Emily ))))))