Dear Lovebirds Flying--ooh, those terrible dark nights of the soul when you need help right NOW and there's no help in sight!

Your husband sounds like a kind man--I'm so glad you're not being verbally abused by him at least.

Hang in there--you sound very smart, so I know you'll find something to help get you through this rough patch. To me, the most beautiful human being is one in whose eyes I can see pain that has turned to compassion for others---Please love yourself