I have had the worst night of my life. Yesterday I got up and got online. My comp kept freezing...then I called and apologized to my dad's gf for hurting her feelings...then my dad couldn't take me to get smokes, so I walked to the store (3 mile walk) with my bf, got smokes, and then when we got back we found out that we'd locked ourselves out of the apartment. On top of that I've been moodier than hell, which made everything 10 times worse. We finally get in the apartment and later I became suicidal and very depressed about a lot of things...so yeah, it was a bad night for me.

Anymore I am so agitated and moody that I just can't stand myself. I hate feeling this way but I don't see much that I can do about it until I see my pdoc.