I hug you until the pain stops

I really really deep down feel angry at your sister for being so cold blooded, so calculating, so animal like instead of human like...

I too suffer from abuse from my family......


I cling to my faith when I feel the pain is too much to bear (which is often..)

There is a heavenly father that loves us in a way that is so deep, so real, so unending, so empathetic, it is as if the heavenly father reaches down and holds our very hearts

This is the ONLY thing that has gotten me through my life, it has been very difficult life..

And you do have a child, you are blessed I dream and dream about one day meeting someone to give me a child but it never ever happens..

...so I have no one........

I work with children, crave children, to not just be at work but a part of my life..............

I have been crying for about an hour now over what you must feel, for it is my feelings also, I feel them with you

We always have PC to come to, to write out how we feel, to express ourselves, to dream about the life we might have had, to work on creating a better now, to love each member, it truly is a work of beauty, PC is

I also have my faith...am clinging to it now.....

Write more if you need to, get it all out...

I care deeply (very deeply..)