Hi. This is my first time posting to one of the forum's. I have decided to create and account through PC with the hopes of meeting people with some of the same issues that I have and being able to help each other. I have really had a good hard 10 - 12 years of my life. I have made wrong choice after wrong choice and it has brought me so much hurt and pain that I honestly do not know how I am still sitting here today. The one thing that I do know is I finally had a huge slap in the face a few weeks ago that has really woke me up. I no longer want to live like this. I don't want to dwell on the past and all the hurt and pain. I would like to be able to heal from it for once and for all and be able to live a long happy life going forward. I know that I am on the correct path now, I just am worried and scared that I might get lost along the way.
I had a really crappy marriage to a man that really put me through some devastating times in my life. I turned into a very ugly, bitter, angry woman. I do not like being that person, and I am trying as hard as I can to become a healthier person.
Sincrely,
Semiblond
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