I am not sure about buying in internet but I can tell you about my life experience. When I am full of emotions (angry and so on), I continue explaining to my wife why I do so and how she should behave because I am just unable to control myself in those situations. At those moments my emotions much stronger that my consciousness.

I am aware of it and working on it every day (psychologist, yoga, meditation and so on). It happens infrequently but still happens...