Erin,

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when I try to rest, my brain wont shut off, over and over and over the same things run thru my mind and I dont know if its just thoughts that wont go away or if its voices?........... Some nights...i cant sleep its a pounding in my head of millions of things screaming at me.

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sounds just like how my husband says he feels. He's NEVER had a good nights sleep-- not even as a child!! ( according to his mother). And says he can't get his mind to shut off. I finally convinced him, two years ago, to see a therapist and he was diagnosed with social and generalized anxiety. I'm wondering if that is what's going on with you?? I've read some of your other posts and what you describe sounds a lot like my husband!
If you were truly delusional-- I'd think the voices would be outside your head-- having them inside and being aware that they are something coming from you--- sounds very " non crazy", to me anyway.

Good luck-- and for what it's worth-- I don't think you are crazy!

mandy