Just food for thought ....Just curious Lynn even though your feelings are gone for him ever have a secret fantasy of stealing your husband back so to speak have him madly in love with you again so you could hurt him like he has you...
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Thanks for your reply Kacey. I understand what you're saying but - no, the moment found out I could no longer be with him sexually. He's the only man I've ever been with and I've known him for 30 yrs. I believe he'll feel my pain when he dies and that's fine for me. plus he's had nothing but bad luck since this happened, so I think Karma is taking it's course. I've never been interested in competing with a woman, I don't even know and I would be afraid of getting an Std. I don't like the Bachelor show for that reason - all these women fighting for a man. I figured if it's reached this point, it's hopeless anyway. I do wonder how dysfunctional she must be to accept him going there for 1 day and on top of that she helps him out financially. She's a sugar mama, so I guess that makes him like a prostitute I guess. It's a totally surreal scene.