Thanks everyone...I am nervous to start, because in the past most of my therapists were eating disorder therapists (I used to be anorexic). After that, I tried a couple of "regular" therapists but they just sat there, and I need someone who will interact with me. When I called and talked to the receptionist, I did make sure to tell her that was one of my main criteria...someone who will do more than just listen. And I am always scared that I won't know what to say. It's always been easier to write about things as they come up as opposed to talking about it "on cue". I guess I can always print out some of my blog posts to help me remember exactly what has been going on so I don't get there and go blank. Thanks again!!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."