I'm back on meds, which I think is helping, but I have some situational financial problems that are driving me to distraction. I can't focus on work, even though I know I need to grade papers - I can't grade when I can't remember from one sentence to the next what the subject is. I hoped that grading papers would provide a distraction from my personal problems, but instead, I'm unable to concentrate.
I've gone around and around in my brain trying to find a solution to my financial problems, but I can't come up with anything workable. Hubby and I have made some very poor choices and we can't keep running from them. The hole we are digging just gets deeper and deeper. There isn't a good alternative - there are lots of really crappy, hard, almost impossible to stomache solutions. The hole is so deep that I'm beginning to think I should just start pulling the dirt over my head...
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