Sometimes when I think about how much I smoke I try to think of how embarrassed or even devastated I would be if certain people found out. If my parents ever found out I would be devastated bc I know they would be devastated. I try to use this as motivation to quit, and it makes me feel like I am too worried about what people think anyway since a major issue for me is self-consciousness. So, I would like to say that I want to quit for myself and my health most importantly. But when you throw the fact that weed helps my anxiety and sleep issues, I have a hard time believing that I would be quitting entirely for myself. Quitting could actually make things worse in a lot of ways. The thing that will cause me to quit without a doubt is pregnancy. I know that I will put it down and not pick it back up once that happens. My husband wants to wait until we are old and decrepit to have kids so I may not get to try out that theory for quite awhile.