I don't love music anymore.

I don't want this degree, and I don't know what to do about it.
I don't know what I like anymore, because the past 2-3 years of music has sapped everything out of me.

And then my mind goes "but you've already spent this long on it, might as well finish". I get little bursts of temporary love, remembering what it used to be like.

Just cried for an hour and a half

dont know where to turn what to do