You are definately not alone. As others have mentioned, you could have taken this post from the tips of my fingers. I can't believe that so many other people feel EXACTLY the same way as I do. This makes me feel like I'm not just lazy like I sometimes believe. This disorder really does something to us to get us down and keep us there. I want to get it down on the ground and beat it's *** real good. Lately I've been thinking of trying some of my husband's adderal to see if it helps me. I've had them before and I feel great on them. I just know it's probably not a good idea to go on them since they are addictive... I'll talk to my doc first though. Wish I didn't have to be afraid of the things that help.