Thank you, your words are actually very wise. I came back online to post an edit to this - after crying for an hour and a half about it I calmed down and I feel much better about it now.

It's almost like extreme mood swings of depression, just suddenly I'll feel SO SAD and depressed about it, so it's really hard to decide what to do next.

I'm still not sure what I want to do. I DO feel very cut off from interesting things here, I want to explore other interests so I'm going to find a way to do that somehow. I also realized today that if I transfered my credits to main campus somehow, I would just about have a major in music already O.o and the possibility of adding a major over there may not be out of the question. Maybe it is, but it's worth a look