One of the problems is I don't know WHAT I want to do. I am not sure what my dreams are. And that's the real problem.

A lot of the time I think music is not for me. I'm currently in a top school in the US for music performance. Some choices I see right now are to continue (I don't know where this would lead - I don't know what jobs and don't know where money will come for graduate studies), try to add a minor to the major so that I could try to do a grad study in that area (which would be interesting but VERY hard to achieve at this point and I'm not sure WHAT i want to minor in), or to transfer to another school/move to main campus on this one and somehow pursue another major altogether! (problem is what major? what job do I want!)

Part of the problem is I don't know how much of this is depression talking. We're always told not to make decisions when depressed, but that's hard if depression lasts for over a year

Thank you so much my dear