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kimmydawn said:
i don't know what to feel. i feel everything. i can't believe this happened to me AGAIN in my adult life. is that my reason for being on this earth??? sometimes i wonder.

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you aren't on this earth to suffer. the ugly may have touched you in the past, but you are not ugly.