Thankyou for your comforting words willow
I hope we can both find some way through this. By the way I wanted to let you know I love your screenname.

I'm going to make out a list when I'm a bit more stable (I'm 100% safe but just don't feel like crying more will help ), and also going to send an email to my cello teacher and talk to my T next session. We HAVE talked about it somewhat, but I feel it will help to talk more. T sessions have been amazing lately at least =)