I was put on Dilaudid for pain, while I was in the hospital. It totally screwed me up..

One night.. I went to bed, and I told my step-dad to check outside in the driveway 'cause I had this strong feeling someone was trying to break into our car, plus I saw this blue like, light they had up, I heard music, like rap music and talking and shouting, so he came back in, told me everything is fine... I was weiry, because of the music, etc. So, I guess I then fell asleep, and I woke up to hearing someone is choking and killing someone else outside.. I had my bedroom window open a quarter way... so I thought, "OMG someone has broken into our house and they are just still there!" So then I saw a laser pointer laser, go all around my room, until it hit my body, I kept yelling "PLEASE DONT SHOOT ME... PLEASE... TAKE EVERYTHING, I MEAN EVERYTHING, ID RATHER JUST LAY HERE AND DIE OF HUNGER IF I HAD TO!!! PLEASE." I must of said this, completely hysterical, 20 or more times, yelling it. Because I could see that someone was in the living room walking around. Then I heard this terrible cry of "No.. no..no.. please don't, please, no." It was my mom, I got the notion that she was being raped... so I panicked even more, and then the lasers starterd to show up again, and I turned around to look out the window and a guy with a scream mask then said, "Mmmhmmm..." holding like a white colored pistol.. So then I thought.. I will move around in a circle so they cant get a target on me.. I must of done this for 4 or more hours, non stop, because I didn't wanna get shot..

Next thing I know, my mom opens the door, turns the lights on, says "WHat are you doing?! Whats wrronngg??" I kept saying I dont wanna get shot. I had actually called 911 TWICE for police to come and save me..

I was so.... traumatized in a way... turns out it was ALL hallucinations... I was speechless. I couldn't believe it at first.. but I was like... just speechless wow..

IT was SCARY, that whole hostage situation thing.... I am still scared to go to bed withought a lamp on, BECAUSE of that so real hallucination...

The problem is, I am STILL seeing things, after at the hospital (where I went), they said it is the Dilaudid I was on, that screwed everything up, and that my body is so tiny (I have MD), that the Dilaudid become so potent..

Hallucinations are still happening this day, from about a month ago when it started... But not as intense.. I see bugs, ants, spiders, flies, and my bed is "breathing", things come out of socket, things sway and lengthen and widen..umm... I hear chattering, quiet chatter. Then the horrible part is... I FEEL the hallucinations, like when I am going to the bathroom, the seat will start to rise up and become wavy, and I have to hold on to the wall...