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Old Mar 31, 2010, 08:21 PM
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I want to say thank you for tis thread. Right now something within us is happening. Everyone is realizing and talking. Something that has never taken place. For the first time they are realizing that they are not alone and that they all went through something, some the same and some different. Some hold one part of something and another holds the rest. Some do not hold anything similar except they are not alone anymore.

I am caught right now in the middle and afraid. Talking is constant and something that seems to need to be taking place. Sometimes feeling almost as if I cannot breath. Finding it hard to think for words fill my head constantly. Sleep does not come for when I lay down to rest words fill my head and I am constantly having to write. I can write for hours and still need to write some more.

I do not know if this is what you are talking about but right now this is taking place. Just started a few days ago. It is terrifying and hard but also kinda a relief. Sme coming out momentarily before going back inside almost as if they are taking a breath and it is then that I feel as though I cannot breath.

I do appreciate the questions and answers here. I do not know what is happening but maybe this is what is taking place. I am confused and scared, but also something feels right somewhere.

dps