Ah! You're not alone in being told to "pray about it." Don't get me wrong, I believe in prayer, but the age of miracles is past. Your depression may well be caused by an imbalance of chemicals in your brain, not because you "have sinned."

Definetely seek out counseling and see your family doctor and he can help get you started on your road to recovery.

Like someone else told you, "Welcome home!"