OMG...sounds like a real class act. I had a psychologist once that wanted me to overcome my fear of thunderstorms (I've been in 3 tornadoes, it's not an irrational fear imho). He wanted me to pretend to be a thunderstorm while he pretended to be me, and asked questions like "Thunderstorm, do you intend to hurt me?" That was my last visit with him!
Anyhow, I hope that you can find someone else soon. I'm also planning on switching pdocs, but procedure is I have to tell him myself that I want to switch and why. I have a mental health consumer advocate going with me so it will be a bit easier. If it's any consolation, I'll be sitting in the dentist's chair getting multiple cavities filled on Friday, so you're not the only one who will have a rotten day. Take care
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