I just feel like everyone dislikes me for one reason or another, even some of my family members.
At school I try to do the right thing and it makes me stick out like a green thumb. It sounds weird but I swear, teens nowadays are being so strongly influenced by the wrong things that its to the point now were the right things to do are becoming taboo. A girl who i thought was my friend got upset with me the other day because I refused to talk badly about another girls clothes. Its like everybody is afraid to stand up for what's right. Is it wrong to take another persons feelings into consideration before i speak badly about them?
Its like that in my family too. My cousins shun me because I don't want to go to parties with them. They go to the pot-smoking, beer drinking shoot out type parties. I'm only 17 and they're younger than I am, I know i shouldn't be at that type of party (nor should they) so I don't go and they shun me because of that!
I feel like i'm being persecuted because I treat others the way i want to be treated. I'm just so depressed... Nobody really likes to talk to me or hang around me. Maybe I'm the one with the bad personality and just can't see it. Maybe I ended up like the type of person I never wanted to be and just don't know it.

I have very few friends at school because I refuse to be sucked into the ignorant, bullying, vindictive groups called 'popular'. Its not even really the number of friends that bothers me, its the reason why i have few friends that get to me.
I don't ever put anybody down for doing what they do. Who am i to judge? so its not like i force my opinions on anybody.

I try to live by 2 motto's that I became really inspired by. One is by Ghandi and the other is anynomous. ''Be the change you wish to see in the world'' ~ Ghandi and ''Stand for what's right even if you stand alone''. I feel sometimes i'm the only one doing this.

sorry its soooo long.