My muscles feel like lead, my head feels headachy already. I know it's not sickness - THIS is depression. It feels harder to move, harder to think, harder to breathe.

I still don't know what to do, I feel like I've made a huge mistake 6 years ago... and I've spent 6 years on something I shouldn't have. That in Junior year of high school someone told me "choose" so I did, but I wasn't ready to yet, and by Senior year of high school I was already doubting it...