I know what you are feeling! I have been there too many times before. I moved out at 16 and had a baby got married (to someone who couldn't hold a job) and from then on for about 7 years I lived that life...pretty much till I met my husband now....anyway they are all right about getting all the state assistance you can. also I am a super grocery shopper! known to save $98 on a $200 shopping bill I will sent you some of the tips I use also with all the help you will feel like you can breathe again good luck to you!! you'll get through it!!