Thank you everyone
Today's been really hard. I am on the verge of tears yet again, tears in my eyes insides feeling like they're being wrenched out. I'm scared, and confused.

I'm realizing what I REALLY want is a do-over button. I want to start a 4 year degree again, have 4 years to figure out what I want to do, but at a GOOD school not a community school so I don't know how I can do that... will be talking with parents soon and sent a letter to my cello teacher

It's a BEAUTIFUL day outside, and I want to enjoy it but I only have 2 friends (including my boyfriend) so might try to do something alone...