Since my grandmother died who i loved dearly I have this recurring dream of me going back to the house where she and grandaddy lived. I loved that house and i could be free to play and explore the attic.

For years now I have dreamed of returning to their house trying to find any sort of clue or article that could connect me to my dead grandparents, letters, nic-nacs, etc. I go through rooms, garage and attic, looking in drawers and secret places, looking for anything that would somehow make them alive to me. Usually, I find letters or notes, books or pictures. Each dream has been harder to salvage anything from their house. and last night there was finally nothing to find and it was very sad for me. I woke up with tears in my eyes.

This dream has always made me feel good as I could always find something i could hold onto to keep my grandparents close to me. Now it seems like something has ended.

I would really like to know what this dream means and how it may pertain to my life, especially as I progress in therapy.