I totally say go for it!!! I can't wait to leave this crappy state of Ohio, not to be offensive if anyone reading this is from here too, but I know that leaving here is so what I need! I don't have a location as of yet but I'm working on it. Like you it's way too many painful memories here and I hate going anywhere anymore, this is not living but existing. I want to go out and enjoy the sunshine and not be a hermit in my home, not here though. I hate talking to my T or Doc about it since they don't understand, and like a couple weeks back Doc said "well even if you go elsewhere all your problems are going to follow." Maybe he's right but this is my life and living here isn't getting it. So get those suitcases, boxes, etc. out and live the next fulfilling, happy chapter of your life!!!!