Legs mostly, because easier to hide wearing pants. I have to watch myself at the gym where I shower. I try to do places that I can hide under my towel (stomach, thighs) or the inside of my lower leg so people don't notice to easily as I walk by them. So far no one has noticed. I try to help cover up my lower legs by carrying my shower tote bag lower. I did a first cut on the inside of my arm today. I didn't like doing it on the arm. My T asked me where I was doing it. He thought arms and legs both, but no. I wondered when he asked that last night if most people do the legs and arms. He mentioned me going into a partial program, but he doesn't want to take me out of work. So he suggested going to group(s?). I don't know what to make of that yet. I'm no good in groups either, and I think he could guess what I told him that I tend to watch in groups and not participate. I don't think he's sure if it would work or not either.
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My life and being formerly homeless
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