I spent the years between twenty-six and thirty-one lost...lost spiritually, lost socially, lost fundamentally..then I started reaching out to people around me and slowly I had close friends....and now as of a month ago...a boyfriend..you didn't describe more about your feeling of being lost but I pray it;s lost in a small way, I pray for supporters to come along your path. I pray that lost will turn into found..that your heart will grow and prosper..what doesnt kill us makes us stronger its a cliche yet so true. I care about you..can you desribe more? we all care about you........