so im really upset right now i get home from school and iv been trying to fight the urge to hurt my self for the past couple days and just when i think the urge is gone i get news that my grandpa s neice tried to make a copliant with the police tring to say we have no right to e handle the issue like cremation and funiral plan but the cops called us and we told tha that my grandpas brother and sister said we could and stuff but the police said then thats ok that we handle it becasue the brother said we could but said we shouldgte a lawer so iff she ryes to do others tuff shes never been ther fo them only my mother an i have i bused and hour last year to bring him a cone cupcack on his birth day i took walks with him brought him to the hospital when he hurt his foot and played cards with him when he was lonely and i cookd supper and stuf for hi when i went over and for the last 25 years shes not spokena a word to him. im so angry how could she do that dhe has no right to try and say that and he said that she thinks were going to through his shes out we would never do that at all we love him and thats meaning