Thank you both - it's hard to remember about scholarships since the money will be all gone... I'm just 100% confused right now! Out of curiosity Rebecca, do you have any idea what field you want to go into next? And I know what you mean too - I would have changed what I did as early as being a junior in high school academically - and much earlier for emotional things (but those were out of my control)

Rohag - at least I know I'm not alone! Body gets dragged down SO MUCH!

Good news is that I took a nice long walk in the SUN yesterday and at least that improved my mood some.

Random question if you're still reading , anyone know how to get in on campus life ? I'm off campus and I rarely see anyone but a single friend - it's so lonely!