I am having a hard time. I live with a woman who' s daughter had DID. The daughter killed her self 12 or so yrs ago. When ever i bring up or do anything that particually similar, the woman starts talking about her kid. Plus i have problems with suciide. the woman told me a few yrs ago " don't you ever do that to me again. My daughter was sicker then you and she never did that to me." what i did was OD and did at home. The woman told me today that if i wated to die i would do it andnot tell anyone. She also started talking about how it is sad because her nephew drinks and does pot. He as aids and she said he does this to block out the r*tual ab*se . Her nephew denis it ever happening. The woman said i know it happended because my daughter never lied.
I get screamed at and compared to some dead person i never met when i do something, but he gets an oh poor kid. and he is 40 yrs old.
I can't move because i do not have money. I am in grad. school and have alot of bills. IM so tired of it all.
Plus i am going to an internview tuesday at a hospital for social work intern and the doctor that i saw for my physical wrote down my psych history and stuff. The people that i am interviewing at needs those records so i can't just not give them to them. i am afraid this is going to kill my chance of a placement.