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Hunny · Apr 02, 2010, 02:58 PM

Anderson,

Believe it or not you have given yourself hope and reason to live!

Your son is a good in-real-life reason but he needs you as a mother less and less now. But, he still needs you.

The thing is when you share your wonderful insight, it is you helping you and also the rest of us read and for lack of a better way to put it kind of 'respect your wisdom'. So, I know you would do well in lots of other environments but the environment that you are in is the one, it seems, that you are comitted to at least for a bit longer.

Working through the '*&#$**#' those ones have plagued you with is part of it, I suppose. You can't change them, you must steer clear of them, especially physically. How can you work, play, rest when the thought of them constantly makes you feel so burdened? There is a place for Anderson for sure. Can you do some job search on your computer, as well as giving us a hand here on DD Forum? Dream about where that will be someday when you are free again. Dream big and bright, is my best guess. I will too and others too.

The dream of a life elsewhere will help sustain you, too. A place where you work and play and find some sense of 'a good life'! In the meantime, what can you do but find those ones who can see you and may be able to trust and maybe even build friendship with. What about we have a huge get together of all of us someday, in the warmth and sun!

The clouds will part for you someday Anderson and for all of us all here. We deserve to live a decent life. These one that kept us so bound by their atrocities upon us must not win.

The mansion will look quite amazing that day! It has golden steps up to it and the rooms are warm, cozy and plentiful and there is lots of blue sky and sunshine and safe, safe people!

But first we must take steps one day at a time to do the task of what we must do here. Here on PC, here in my and your everyday life and here in our minds, maybe first and foremost.

Hunny

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Originally Posted by anderson

Thank you for your surport.
Hunny, Those vedio had truth in them. There has been many times that we found value in our exspereance. For us it was the physcaly safety of our son. But now that he is of age it is hard on some of us to find value in the present abuse. It is not that we want to go to the after life but it has come to the point that all those that had accepted us are there. WE have tried everything that we knowto break through this glass ceiling has kept us prisner for many years. The bulk of our abuse has been done to us under the superstiton that we will never remember what they do to us. But we do remember maybe not in the way that we can proscute those that hurt us. But to bear the pain of known abuse and not have refuge from those that are willing to use it againts us is what we are dealing with. The good part is by coming here we are able to process the pain from that abuse and help heal those alters that feel like they need to still endure that abuse. Those here have given us hope and a purpose to live. The dream for us now is hopefull to get the same start of friendships in real world that we have recieved from those here. Thank You all for given all of us a chance to heal and grow.