Hi all.
Just wanted to check in. I'm having one of those days where you try sooo hard to keep positive. I'm fighting a cold, feel all foggy and my throat is killing me. Partner is away on business and the friend I called is too busy to talk. I'm feeling loney. Feeling so unmotivated and sad. Also worried about money. So many dentists and doctors to see, so little way to pay for it. I keep asking my dad. He says he really wants to help but then seems to imply that everything is too expensive. I know he wouldn't balk if it were for chemotherapy but because it's a psychopharmacologist and he doesn't understand this stuff he just can't relate. It makes me feel unimportant. No one would ever choose to live this way if they didn't have to. I wish I could communicate that to him somehow. Feels good just to put it down. Sending good thoughts out to everyone here...