Thank you, everyone.

Part of what is hard about this, I think, is walking around pretending like I'm not grieving...It's not like losing a loved one where everyone gives you license to grieve. I have a few friends who know at least part of my story and can support me, and there's T and my husband...but other than that, I'm not telling anyone about this pain.

So, to come here and tell it and get your support and validation is so helpful.

Thank you.