Next week there is a strong possibility I will see Bt and I can't avoid it. I don't have a session with my new T before then. Due to circumstances, I'm missing 3 weeks. I am having those anxious/excited feelings. I never got over them and we haven't discussed that part too much yet. I posted in Peaches' thread--it's like her seeing her former friend. I get stirred up thinking about it.

I'm also very anxious about my grandson's upcoming heart surgery. He's still a baby so it's scary. Bt knows all about him, so I wish I could get comforted by her.

I know I will feel disappointed when I see her, and it will bring up all of those feelings. There's no way I can avoid seeing her. It will only be for about an hour, and I don't have to talk to her except to say hi. Maybe I won't see her, but I probably will. If I don't, I'll be disappointed, so I see this as a 'no win' situation. What should I do?