I don't even know why I'm here anymore. I got shushed the other night in chat because people were "too tired" to support me. Ok, it wasn't in the support chat, but who really cares. I was having a rough time and nobody would freakin help me out.

I'm so sick of being pushed aside. One night another member was very suicidal and ready to kill themselves, and even though I was very tired, I stayed with her...I would not leave her side until I was sure that she would make it through the night and be safe.

I guess I have more integrity than most. I don't know. I'm so agitated right now.