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Originally Posted by rainbow8
Next week there is a strong possibility I will see Bt and I can't avoid it. I don't have a session with my new T before then. Due to circumstances, I'm missing 3 weeks. I am having those anxious/excited feelings. I never got over them and we haven't discussed that part too much yet. I posted in Peaches' thread--it's like her seeing her former friend. I get stirred up thinking about it.
I'm also very anxious about my grandson's upcoming heart surgery. He's still a baby so it's scary. Bt knows all about him, so I wish I could get comforted by her.
I know I will feel disappointed when I see her, and it will bring up all of those feelings. There's no way I can avoid seeing her. It will only be for about an hour, and I don't have to talk to her except to say hi. Maybe I won't see her, but I probably will. If I don't, I'll be disappointed, so I see this as a 'no win' situation. What should I do?
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Why do you have to go? I see no reason why you can't avoid it if you really wanted to. It doesn't sound like a healthy situation if you already know you will feel disappointed and that you will wish for comforting from her. You're stirred up even thinking about it. Now if you were going and thought you would be okay with just a quick hello if you run into her, then that would seem healthy.
Anyway, the bottom line is that you want more than you are probably going to get from her and you say you already know you are going to feel disappointed. Why torture yourself?
ps. I am the queen of avoidance, so I know there is almost nothing that can't be avoided! LOL