I don't know about 'schizotypal' but I started out thinking I was depressed, and now, after a few months of research, I'm wondering if maybe I'm actually schizoid - and have been all my life...
It's strange - I prefer to be alone, I'd rather do things by myself, I spend a lot of time in my head, and I don't really get a lot of emotional variance from doing anything. I also don't usually have strong feelings for anything one way or another. A lot of times I feel like I'm 'acting as though', sort of pretending I feel something so others around me won't think there's something wrong with me. I enjoy sex w/my husband, but it's not like I couldn't live without it. I don't get strong cravings to do things - I just sort of live this bland, unremarkable life.
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