(((((((((((((((((deli)))))))))))))))))))

you are amazing girl! i am so so late to this thread and haven't even read everyone's posts but i did read all of yours. it's so wonderful how you shared such incredibly painful things with pdoc and he responded so wonderfully. okay, im pooped and a bit word-challenged at the moment. with austin-t why not just let him know you won't be there this week. i'm sure he'll understand you mean you just need a small break but want to continue.

you are doing such difficult work right now and i couldn't be more impressed with you. you are very lovable too, girl! when people do bad things they try to justify these actions by blaming the person they are being mean to. i think that is what has happened with your family. unfortunately, when we've heard we're dirt enough we start to believe it and think there really is something wrong with us rather than realize it's just their way of justifying their own sins. there is absolutely nothing wrong with you deli. you are a truly beautiful person.