Dearest Lillyleaf,

Don't give up until you feel like you have been heard. You may or may not have DID. Like wanttoheal said it will get figured out as needs be.

Personally I would seek out another professional and find one that you can feel comfortable with. Not every professional suits every person.

I have been diagnosed with a few things over the years even being schizoid. And I even saw a DID expert who didn't think I was DID either. I didn't trust this him.

I continued to see this DID expert and I was going no-where. Trust really is the key in counselling. Anyway I saw another P'doc for a second opinion and it was like I could breathe again. Eventually the other parts started talking and trusting.

All is not lost Lillyleaf there are seasons when things are ripe and seasons when it is winter. Keep the faith, we are here on the journey with you.