From one Susan to another - YOU ARE WORTH SAVING! I hope that your T gets in touch with you real soon - if not, either text her or call her again !

No one "deserves" to hurt the way many people do. No one "deserves" to have been abused, hurt, abandoned, etc that causes such pain during healing. I can remember all too well being in the pits of dispare, wondering WHY ME......and I don't know yet - WHY ME, but I do know that the therapy and the meds I received have allowed me to live a relatively 'normal' life, and be happy. (Altho I still have my times !!!!!!) Please continue to work with your T openly and honestly and hopefully in the not so distant future you will have more than a weekend that is wonderful, but weeks and weeks of more happy than sad ! I worked hard to get better, and I have seen you grow and change since I joined this site, and I know you can do it too ! Keep on keepin on! IF you start feeling like you need support, please post on the boards for people to join you in chat. I will be checking in off and on, and if I can help, you know I will !