actually thats what scares me... What will i do when ive finished highschool and dont need a fosterfamily anymore? Atleast now i'm not totally alone.. my fosterparents can take me places... Can you imagine living in a studenthouse but still needing bodyguards to go anywhere cause god only knows what would happen to me if i'd go anywhere on my own?
I don't have anyone i care about anymore i dont really have a future, i often wish they would just finally do what they always threatened me with, i wish they would just get over and done with it... No im not suicidal but i dont care for being alive much either.