I have been buying and using new facial moisturizers, new shampoo's and conditioner's to try and make myself look and feel better. I have shiny hair, but I hate the cut. I can never get a haircut that I like.

I hate my face. I know I can't possibly be "the ugliest" person in the world, but I feel like it. I am preoccupied with the idea that I am.

Do some people look in the mirror and like the image looking back at them?
I have never been able to do that. I only see my flaws.

I just want to feel comfortable in my own skin. Look in the mirror and feel content. Go out in public and not feel like people are gawking at "the freak show".

I just had to get this off of my mind. It's always on my mind and it drives me crazy.