Thank you guys, for all the support. Actually, I wasn't so brave as I e-mailed instead of calling. I do just HATE calling, about anything for that matter. But I am happy to say that this therapist has e-mailed me twice, once about options for lower-pay or free therapy. So I guess maybe I'm on the way......................Wow, I feel so nervous now. At the moment, I was in such a crisis, I just wanted to go then. But now......................