Heyy, this is kinda an update and me asking some questions, and this is probably the most awkward one to write, because Ive had my moments where Ive came close to getting depressed again, but Im not now, its just, apparantly you can get these as after effects of depression, so I thought I'd ask here. I cant remember anything. Well, not anything, I can remember main events over the last couple of years, deaths and weddings, and who is my friend, and names, but everything else is gone. Aside from the past few weeks, and being depressed and exams, there is nothing I can remember. Its like my whole life is gone. And then I can barely sleep at night, because I go out with my friends practically evey day, and for some reason I get all nervous about seeing them, and I dont know why =S But for example, last night I woke up at half 3, then 5, then half 8, and when I woke up, I didnt wanna do anything, not even sleep, just lie there, not even thinking. And I havent been eating recently, I feel hungry, my stomach growls but the thought of eating makes me feel sick. And I have these real dreams, last night I had one where I was pregnant, and I wasnt eating still, and people were saying youve gotta eat, for the baby, and then i woke up and cried for ages because I wanted the baby to be real. Im fifteen! Anyone have any ideas what to do? Sorry for the rambling. x