Had a nightmare last night...involved me trying to find my former T for a LONG time, finally finding him. We went into his house, and I felt like something was really off. Just that sort of feeling in my stomach. Then I get a call, and someone's voice saying "He's going to rape you"...then hanging up.
At this point, I'm frozen still. Shocked. Can't move. And then I wake up.
I have had past dreams as well about strangers sexually assaulting me, and me being too frozen to react well. And then I wake up feeling guilty for not having reacted in good enough time.
Anybody have any idea what this could mean?