Thanks Kate

I've decided not to use crisis line.

The other night, I called them and I was crying really hard and I couldn't, didn't want to talk about details and I hung up the phone, 5 min. later, someone called me and the caller id said Crisis Intervention.

It was after midnight and everyone was sleeping, I freaked out and turn off the phone.

I just don't understand anything anymore....

all these rules and validations...

nothing works for me