Ok - you all know I adore my T and find he is a perfect fit for me.
But I was wondering if anyone else experienced actually feeling the T disconnect from you at the end of session?
T is always kind and walks me to the door and such. It is not unpleasant. And he makes sure I am safe. But at the very end of sessions I feel him disengage. It sounds strange, but it is like he flips off the light switch inside of him. It makes me want to leave before he does that - if I could figure out where that cut-off point is.
It may just be my emotional sensitivity due to the trauma and such. Or it may just be how he is in session. It might just be my own mind. It is odd because I watch him say "goodbye" to his other clients before me and it does not look like he has emotionally turned off the light. So is it all in my mind? Is it part of my projection?