{{{{{{{{{{{{Shadow}}}}}}}}}}}}} Sending you thoughts of strength and peace. You're in my prayers, Hun.
Have you thought of putting maze on your key chain? Only thing you have to be careful of is if YOU have a breathing problem. It would affect you, too, if you had to use it. You could also put a can on your front door, somehow, in case someone tried to break in through there. They'd be pushing that can of maze at you... easy to grab and use. Just my thoughts.
I'll keep you in my prayers.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.